わたしはいきています。
えをかけなった。

今はむずかしいいる。

いじょ。

子夜

Great. Well, that was a total failure. My mom's not picking up the phone so I tried to talk to my dad about courses and all I did was ended up crying.

He's so fucking useless at this shit.

So, As far as classes go, for now, I'm taking a 2 hour Biology class, a 2 hour Pscyhology class, a 2 hour Creative Writing: Poetry class, and a 1 hour Sociology class. Upon entering Sociology, I have slept through both of the classes I've attended. This creates a problem. So I'm dropping it.

Unfortunately, my parents have told me I either need to pick up another class, or pick up another job. Either way, I'm pretty much screwed. I'm getting super stressed out about this, it's making my stomach hurt...

The classes that I can pick up that will fit into my schedule are either from 6:30-10:30 at night, or they're from 12:30-1:30 and would mean I would have to attend classes on Friday, which I was avoiding and had specifically designed my timetable not to do.

I would rather just drop Sociology and not have to deal with it, and just not pick up another course. But my parents will throw a fit. So I have to come up with some kind of substitute to Sociology if I want to drop it, and right about now, a Monday night from 6:30-10:30 class is looking the most likely. Painful as it is. I'm trying to call my mother to consult with her, but she's not picking up the phone.

I hope I can sort this out soon.

So the first day of classes hasn't exactly kicked my ass, but it hasn't been easy either.

Somewhat intimidating, I'd say. But every first day is like that, isn't it?

I should be starting on biology soon.

Damn Biology!

Yeah, I don't know. I'm just lonely.

I'm just throwing this out there because it's true, but my penpals need to get replying faster -_- I'm bored.

Buut, it could be because everyone's starting school so early. I don't know why this is, but they are. I won't start until September 8th, or so. Whatever day is the day after labour day.

*Hates liking guys so much*

My thoughts are just babbling out today.

I'm beginning to doubt my essay writing abilities, so I'm going to be writing some essays for fun, hopefully on this vacation to Vernon tomorrow, and during this school year. I'm not taking any classes that require essays, so I'm a little worried because that's where I get all my marks from.

After watching Finding Forrester again, I'm feeling rather un-read. So, I'm going to go back and read some classic books like Pride and Prejudice, which I've never read, and then write some essays in regards to them. It should be fun, and interesting, and I won't feel like such a failure of a Literary Nerd. xD

That's the plan, anyway. But everyone knows how much my plans suck and fail. So... I'm only hoping this will go well.

~Koyo

"Man is the only animal that blushes. Or needs to." ~ Mark Twain